#2 Jared Who?

After many days searching for my perfect fansite, I finally found it here. One very dedicated fan is spending their life to keep up with mine. It has everything about me: when clicking on my name, I find a biography, a fact file, a list of all the films I have been in and even a trivia. As quoted on the site, I once said that "I don't like doing interviews. I'm not pretending to be some superneurotic, hiding in my closet. I could care less about anybody knowing who I am, but I realize this is part of the game. Maybe if I really hated this whole public thing, I would go do plays in Hoboken." After that, it intrigues me to know that everyone knows about every little aspect of my life. Everywhere I go, everyday I spend is noted by the media and spread by these hopeless fanboys and fangirls. Everything I do is noticed; my own brother gets less attention than me. Shannon, Tomo and I formed 30 Seconds to Mars together and that is how it should be. Our publicity should be shared. People should make fansites for our band as a whole and my boys should have the opportunity to act just as I do. Of course, I would never say that I hate my fans. Also, I cannot say that I hate the attention. Sometimes I get caught up in the moment. I go onto my fansite and see how I affect others. I can see how people love what I do and who I am. I just wish that some things could be kept secret. Everytime I am out with a friend (usually only when that friend is a woman), it is noted. The media automatically assumes we are together and reports it. The fangirls and fanboys get ahold of that information and go crazy in fansites, like the one I found. They post forums about me and multiple rumors are spread. So even though it can be nice to have a perfect fansite, I think that sometimes it can just be overwhelming.